my fairy tail!

Saturday, December 18, 2010

Knight from URL @ 10:30 PM

wow

it's been a long time

what am i doing here
what am i doing

why do i keep procrastinating

i have a goal in mind
i have to get closer to it no matter what
i know what i have to do to get there

BUT WHY AM I JUST NOT DOING IT.

WHATS FUCKING WRONG WITH ME.

fuck
fuck fuckfuckfuckfguckfuge'abfrETAFG

IRRITATING.

i hate you all
ill fking get my aces and laugh in ur face bitches

Friday, July 2, 2010

Knight from URL @ 11:57 PM

so

its been a while.

-smiles to self-

wanted to
rant on some things that just
really got on my nerve
but i was doing pw and stuff

and kinda lost the mood

=\

what should i say.

there are more important things in life
there are priorities that must be taken care of

there are practical ones, and idealistic ones

we should always concentrate on the practical ones
because they determine the future

current happiness or depression is insignificant
because current is only this year

time heal all wounds
time erases memories and pain

the current and the future
the current may not last for long and the future is uncertain

but one thing is for sure, the future is worth much much more than the current
we get through the current to move into the future
harping on the past, comtemplating about the present will lead to no where

i'll forget about the past
i'll ignore the present
i'll avoid the future

i shall run away from this pain you are causing me
i shall turn away from whatever thoughts my brain gives me

i shall make myself devoid ( word that came up during gp test, devoid means lacking. i got my 1 mark :D ) of emotions

which is bloody fked up cause ive been wanting to remove all emotions from me since primary school,

BUT SOME FUCKING EMOTIONS ARE STILL STUCK WITHIN ME AND I CANT GET THEM OUT OF MY HEAD.

but at the very least.

i know what causes me pain
i know who causes me pain

and i know how to remove that pain altogether.

i got burnt, but i dont regret getting burnt.
but its only just this once

i wont get burnt again
i wont let myself get hurt again

im not strong
i wouldnt say im weak

but im not going to leave myself vulnerable anymore.

and so with this.

its over.
between you and me.

its over.

hell to november. i cant be bothered anymore.

i'm walking my own path and forging my own fate.

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Knight from URL @ 4:20 PM

100th post o_O

hmm

i saw this bastard -.- selling azunyan nendo at 40

goddamit
i'd probably have to pay more than that zzz

ah well

kind of invested in nendoroids
hopefully i'd make a profit o.o

nyahaha

kaes. long time no update, but thrs really nth much to update

except that im getting stupider

-.-

Saturday, May 1, 2010

Knight from URL @ 12:44 AM

been a while since i posted

this will be short too

i felt like sharing my fetishes with ppl

xD

i like twin tails. like duh.
fate.
azusa.
nanoha.
erza ( she had twintails for one armor )
nodoka haramura
nagi sanzenin

annddd

i suspect i have a glasses fetish as well

o.o

i'd kill to see fate with specs!

tutor fate! lmao

Friday, April 16, 2010

Knight from URL @ 10:39 PM

hmm.

what to say.

i didnt hurt as much i expected to
i didnt feel as much as i expected to

an individual is much better without emotions i guess

i'll do as you say.

and hell.

WHO THE HELL LIKES REAL LIFE PEOPLE?

ANIME AND MANGA CHARACTERS ARE SO MUCH BETTER

oh. i realised what im about to say is quite mean so i'll do it somewhere else.

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Knight from URL @ 4:33 PM

WOOOO

5A IS THE FIRST YEAR 5 CLASS THAT WAS VISITED BY MRS LOOK

okay fine its nothing good to cheer about

and i am not gonna elaborate on the details cause this is supposed to be a happy post

I GOT MY FATE NENDOROID AND SEIFUKU FIGMA !!!

-SCREAMS AND GOES WILD-

okay okay

so i took some pics and gonna post them up here
the friend who help me collect oso got post pics on his blog
which is uhms

www.hasuzufuyuhi.blogspot.com

go there to see more pictures
( i didnt cam whore my fate as much as he did )

kaes
picture time!!!

blogger seems laggy today so i'll just post these for now

isnt my fate moe

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Knight from URL @ 10:18 PM

PROJECT WORK SARRRKS
MOE SARRRKS

ALL MY IDEAS TIO REJECTED AND MY PI IS DUE MONDAY NIGHT

FFARRRRRRRRKKKKKKKKKKK

DAMN STRESSED

so many tutorials
2.4
assignments
and other other stuff

HOLY HELLL BLESS ME

AND DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON RELATIONSHIP PROBLEMS.

-SNARLS-

okaay.
time to cool down
fate sch uniform figma
45 dollars
shld i buy?

><

i used to flirt a lot
then i met fate
and i settled down

feito is my waifu desu!

nyahaha :D

im really thankful to fate for everything she did
she made me cool my head when im pissed
and encourage me when im down
fate <333

Friday, March 26, 2010

Knight from URL @ 10:27 PM

ARENA 01: [Sunohara Mei] Saten Ruiko

ARENA 02: [Fukuji Mihoko] Aisaka Taiga

ARENA 03: [Maria] Sakagami Tomoyo

ARENA 04: [Haramura Nodoka] Shana

ARENA 05: Kawashima Ami [Holo]

ARENA 06: Tōsaka Rin [Asahina Mikuru]

ARENA 07: [Nagato Yuki] Fujibayashi Ryō

ARENA 08: [Izumi Konata] Illyasviel von Einzbern

ARENA 09: [Sengoku Nadeko] Kushieda Minori

ARENA 10: [Saber] Nymph

ARENA 11: [Hiiragi Tsukasa] Louise Vallière

ARENA 12: Ichinose Kotomi [Sanzen'in Nagi]

ARENA 13: Saginomiya Isumi [Nakano Azusa]

ARENA 14: [Minami Chiaki] Misaka Mikoto

ARENA 15: [Hirasawa Yui] Ibuki Fūko

ARENA 16: [Akiyama Mio] Hirasawa Ui

ARENA 17: Ikaros [Katsura Hinagiku]

ARENA 18: Fujibayashi Kyō [Konjiki no Yami]

ARENA 19: [Furude Hanyū] Okazaki Ushio

ARENA 20: [Takamachi Nanoha] Senjōgahara Hitagi

ARENA 21: [Furude Rika] Sakurano Kurimu

ARENA 22: Shiina Mafuyu [C.C.]

ARENA 23: [Hiiragi Kagami] Akaba Chizuru

ARENA 24: [Fate Testarossa] Shiina Minatsu

ARENA 25: Furukawa Nagisa [Suzumiya Haruhi]

ARENA 26: Excel [Abstained] Niche

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Knight from URL @ 10:07 PM

so anyway

about that previous post
talking abt sora no woto
i think rio is pretty hot
HAHA

I MEAN
SHE LOOKS LIKE MIO ( mio rio, get it? )
plusss i like her voiceeeeeeee
so deeeeeeeeeeeeeep wahaha

anime battle number 2:

rio vs fate

hmm
i still think fate will win
:D

okok FATE WINS.
coz well,
even though they're both in the military
fate looks sexier in her uniform
=P

Knight from URL @ 10:00 PM

2010
ANIME BATTLE NUMBER ONE!

KUREHA SUMINOYA FROM SORA NO WOTO VS FATE TESTAROSSA HARLAOWN FROM MSLN

okaayyy i think i like kureha coz
she kinda reminds me of azusa
and uhm
kind of
tsundere like.

okaay..... i dont sound very convincing, do i?

therefore

WINNER: FATE TESTAROSSA HARLAOWN ( MSLN )

FATE <333
teehee

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Knight from URL @ 10:19 PM

i've been listenin to this 2 songs
haha and i almost cried in the car after listening to them
although i have heard them many times over

What hurts the most
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let ?em out

I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while even though
Goin' on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm okay
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losin' you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder gettin' up, gettin' dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade, give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And havin' so much to say
(Much to say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do, oh
Oh yeah

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And havin' so much to say
(To say)
And watchin' you walk away

And never knowin'
What could've been
And not seein' that lovin' you
Is what I was tryin' to do

Not seein' that lovin' you
That's what I was trying to do, ooo

Fall for you

The best thing 'bout tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Oh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

meow.

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